This last Saturday I've learned a lot of Turkey Farming. It was a nice day. The last days weren't that good, a huge sadness is overwhelming me and I don't know how to handle it. Maybe it's because of my weak belief in any kind of religion. I have to read more. What makes me happy these greyish days are animals and careing for plants. It is so calm and peaceful to work in the garden or feel the soft of fur between your fingers.